#4

Was rather pissed off for a flicker of a moment today. But then, it just dissipated cos I've gone beyond caring. Sometimes I find my ability to dismiss, disregard and completely tune out a person or a matter's existence quite fascinating. I can do not caring so well.

I am very tired though. But I keep reminding myself. Books, CDs and magazines cost money. Cameras and films cost money. Processing films costs money. Travelling costs money. Jap lessons cost money. Concerts and holidays for the mother cost money. All the things I like and want to do cost money.

In fact, I just spent more than 50 bucks buying magazines (frankie, lula, so-en, wallpaper. yay!). And another 9 bucks developing pictures.

Blahblahblah.

Ah well. Roll #4, my friends.